i ate a piece of cake just now, though i didn't hungry, actually, i was full.
i drank 2 cup of coffee today, though i was not tired at all, physically.
things happened but i can't see the end, i can't wait, either.
i forgot a phrase that means "end", which indicated that one more fuck is added to my un-do list.
i don't wanna use "thing" again, so i replace it with "fuck" in the sentence upon.
i found some metal songs and i'm listening to them, black metal this time.
electronic guitar plus piano makes perfect.
my original emotions towards it comes back, which was lost for a long time.
music like punk won't do anything you when you suffocated, metal will, it will show you what death looks like, in order to drive away the fear for breathlessness.
hello, lost thoughts n' feelings. hopelessness and peace, the old 2 is always what you brings me.
oh death, yes, you remind me of the festival.
several tens of years against infinity, you'd better just try to survive.
those wars, crimes, non-believers, everything troubles, you can't change, they change you.
or else, will you be the savior?
and you, how could i forget you, it's you who brings these things back.
i don' t know you, you don't know anything.
it may be totally opposite in your eyes, right?
i don't know why i write this, but it will make sense, i'm sure.
what in your brain is the one which shouldn't be denied in any cases, although it's more like a mess.
but chaos has it order, which is hidden deep into it.
wanna get it, you first should accept the chaos, if necessary, get into it.
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